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Thoughts
From the thoughts of trying to drop everything and go off at the beginning to where am I here, what am I trying to do, how should I go forward...
These thoughts have been constantly spinning in my head.
I understand my weaknesses and flaws, I am trying to fill up the gap, but I'll guess I needed a lot more time. However, it seems that I have to speed up a lot of faster, I'm not sure if I could have enough strength to overcome the hurdles that I am facing right now.
Sometimes, I really wonder...the fragile heart of mine will be able to survive in this working society...
Not sure how I would I get by these days...

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