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如果理想跟梦想有冲突该怎么办?
为了实现梦想，要把理想给放在一旁。
这四五年来，我没把学业放在中心，对我来说最想珍惜的是朋友和家人，很想多多陪他们， 付出多点时间，好好珍惜每一次能相处的时间，因为将来的日子可能各自都很忙碌得过自己的生活，或许更没有时间或机会更少了。
现在又要把学业放在中心，老实说我有点害怕因为我不想像过去的我。其二， 我也不知道自己能不能成功的改变。
我觉得需要做很多的自我反省和检讨， 希望有一盏明灯能引出我一条路或一个方法也不错。
或许我需要的是更好的平衡感，因为对于学习的热忱我还是有的，只是没这么拼命了，或许查查网上就有些想法（祈祷）

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