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Today first day of school was kinda of boring.Without my friends from guides and close friends in my class was really tough.but luckily i still have my friends in another class but i don't want to make them feel like spare tyres,well i am truly wanted to continue our friendship,i hope they can feel that way too.i realised that last year goal was too...i'm not sure how to say or express in word maybe it's not challenging enough,is more about maintaining rather than reaching a greater height which i've kept on saying it last year.So this year i have a quite challenging goals i have set for myself,i would want to achieve polytechnic scholarship so i have really do well in studies this year to achieve this goal,a stronger desire makes you want to have it with you even more...and PGA(President Guide Award)i don't really have to achieve it but...i just want to continue until the very end...something i can really want to do other than studies...

someone told me life is not just about studying,how's true it is...
but...i would like to do it on my way...
my way of colouring my life and make my life becomes meaningful...
i seem i have found what i want for my present...
i think that's great for now(:

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